Going Home

Sean, Amber, and Laura are on their way to Portland to pick us up... yay! Nick is being discharged and we are going home yay again!


have you heard?

SXEPHIL and DAVEDAYS R AMAZING!

Home

He'll probably get to go home tomarrow... he says he'd rather stay here and relax... um... I would actually rather stay here too but I need a shower.... and sleep in a real bed... I'm so tired.... I slept like an hour and a half... thats it... then a nurse woke me up and said I can't sleep in Nicks room {I put three chairs together and was sleeping on those} I came out here to the waiting room and the 2 couchs already ahd people sleeping and now this place is too busy to sleep... I am so tired though... OMG... so tired....

Sleeping

Nick's sleeping again... he needs his rest.... so I'm on the computer once more... listening to Pass The Axe.... "nothing like the feeling of commiting the insicion" and Dave Days who is amazing! BTW...
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wow its been 3 hours since I wrote that last bit.... I saw this video for Bitch I'm Sexy of these hott lette girls lip-synching and just spent 3 hours looking thru their YouTube vids...


Princess Sparkles:
http://www.youtube.com/user/MiSsSPaRkLeZz
http://www.myspace.com/PRiNCeSsSPaRkLeZz

Niki *Beautiful* Nitemare:
http://www.youtube.com/user/DARKLOTUSbutterfly

Twiggy:
http://www.youtube.com/user/TWiiGGY
http://www.myspace.com/dubcbiatch

Ale:
http://www.youtube.com/user/Aletastic
http://www.myspace.com/alevendacious

KuKee:
http://www.youtube.com/user/kukeecarnage
http://myspace.com/KUKEECARNAGE

Kisa:(Who's not in the Bitch I'm Sexy vid but in others with the girls)
http://www.youtube.com/user/Kisa420
http://www.myspace.com/alevendacious
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yea these girls are fine-ass lettes!

Hello again

Nick has been moved to the 3rd floor.... room 315 bed B.... hes eating and he has to do facial exercises.... they gave him some good meds so I'm glad for that.... um.... We're watching Liar Liar right now {The Jim Carey version} but a nurse came in to take out his catheter so i had to leave the room.... um.... its like 6:10 now so Laura should be showing up soon... Um... I'm gonna go back in Nick's room now.... bbl

Brrrrrrr

holy crap I am fucking cold... and still tired... I fell asleep for about 2 hours.... I'm gonna try to do that again... Nick's sleeping.....

Eggs

So I guess they fed Nick some eggs for breckie and he ate most of them... thats good... now they're changing his face creame stuff for him so I'm gonna go smoke a cigerette... don't know if I'll update again later or what... hes gonna be moved to a different floor... hopefully one where he has an extra bed in his room empty lol... I am so tired and I so couldnt sleep on the couch in here... way too uncomforatable... I watched Hancock.... Rene was right... that movie was awesome! But yea I dont know if there will be a computer on the other floor or if Nick will want me to stay with him in his room or what so... I'm gonna go have that cigerette....

He's awake!

He's awake! and we're watching Family Matters... looks like his right cheek and side of his nose got it the worst... hes lucky hes not blind... I'm so happy he's ok.... I took some pics of the damage but these lame ass computers wont let me upload anything so it'll be awhile before I post them... um... oh yea and the breathing tube is gone and he can talk to me... yay! Well I'm gonna go keep him company... I just needed to use the potty and thought I would update on his condition while I'm out here....

Hancock

so I just figured out how to listen to stuff on this computer.... so now I'm gonna watch Hancock and when its over I'm gonna go check on Nick....

Ok... so....

Nick looks much better.... hes having a hard time breathing but they said hes doing better with that too.... I got to talk to Mom and Laura and Sam on the phone finally... a nurse called for me... um... the nurse lady told me that he might only have to stay a couple days so thats good... I think Mike is gonna bring Laura and Mom down tomarrow after 5pm... I dont mind staying here... I wanna be here for Nick if he needs someone for support ya know... his face is all red but without all the blisters and extra skin he does look better... I don't know... he's ok I guess.... they have him on a lot of drugs... I'm kinda tired but I don't wanna go to sleep.... I just wish he was ok....

Reasons I loved Justin {Back in the day}

Reasons I love him:

His voice and the way he calls me "Tiffy" (He was the first to do that)
He's extremly funny
His eyes, his hair, his arms, his stupid smile, his even stupider laugh
His shoulders, his back, his legs (in jeans), his hair, his tiny little ears.
The way he twirls his hair when he's bored or thinking
How he can think so far into the future when I can barely see to tomarrow
His taste in music, movies (except the porn)
Almost every song on the radio can remind me of him somehow
The way he walks
When he gets angry he turns red
He teases me
He loves his family and friends
I love the way he stands up for his friends against anyone
The way I have wait on him hand and foot
He's one of my bestest friends and I trust him soooo much!
He's really honest
He's on the same level as me economically, emotionally, and spiritually.
He's sometimes knows what I'm thinking without me saying anything
He's really smart, he could be anything he wants to be if he could stop getting into trouble
He has so many big ideas for himself and his life
The way he makes me feel; He can make me so happy I want to explode, or so sad I want to die
I like it when he gets all quiet and trance-like thinking about something
How I have to take care of him like he's a baby
We're both afraid of drowning and heights
The way he says he loves me even if he doesn't mean it
He sucks at singing if he tries, but he's not bad if he doesn't think about it
The way he dances
He's really protective of me and everyone else, when I'm around him he makes me feel safe
The way his eyes get big when he's concerned about me and he asks whats wrong
He gets frustrated really easilly but he still keeps trying to make me understand
He know ATC's "Around The World"... no one knows that song!
He used to love the Spice Girls when he was little (so adorable)

Reasons I hate him:
He calls me a cock-block and obbsessive
He calls me stupid, slut, and ugly
He hits on all my friends
He talks really bad about his ex's and any girls that have ever done anything with him
He egotistical, self-centered,and conceited
He makes me feel worthless and suisidal
He tells me nothing will ever happen between us, ever!

Maine Medical Center in Portland

I don't know what I should be doing.... Nick is in the other room getting the skin peeled off his face... he was practicing his fire "breathing" which is taking the fuel in his mouth and spraying it at a lit torch... he set his face on fire and I caught it all on film... I don't know if he wants me to post it or not... I don't know anything... I've been crying on and off for like the last 4 hours or longer... I stole Cullen's friends bike{which had no brakes btw} and rode as fast as I could to the hospital... (there was no room in Mike's car because Laura is evicted and today was her last day to move, the car was pretty packed) anyways... I got to the Augusta hospital and was told they have to send Nick to Portland because he's in such critical condition... he could have died!!!! I don't care that he said I could have his laptop if he dies... I don't want him to die... he is my little brother and I love him.... he's my favorite sibling.... he's the only one I can actually call a friend.... if he died.... I wouldn't have anything to stay here for... mom's gonna die soon too and... I just don't know... my little baby brother... all burnt up.... he is never EVER gonna do that again! I dont care what he says... he almost killed himself.... he looks really bad too... his lips and cheeks all burnt skin and peeling... he burnt his hair and his eyebrows off... the fucked up thing is I barely even knew what was happening.... he walked out of screen as he caught and for a couple secounds I didnt even know what was happening... as soon as I got the camera back to him and saw he was on fire I freaked the fuck out! Sam was freaking out too... wow.... I didn't even realize really how much my baby brother means to me... we always joked that he was gonna kill himself doing this shit and I would catch it on camera.... who knew it was gonna be so soon... ya know... I'm so scared still... something could go wrong... they could OD him on pain meds or something... I don't know.... I don't know... I wish I could get on myspace and tell someone to have my mom call me.... the number here is 662-3113 waiting room #2... not that anyone ever checks this shit anymore... if I could only get on myspace I could tell one of my online friends to call the house for me but myspace is blocked and I've tried every number in my phone book - none accept collect calls... that is so gay... all phones should be able to get collect calls... its not like they have to accept the charges... I don't know what to do... I feel retarded just sitting here typing away like nothing is wrong when my little brother could be dying... I really wish I could get ahold of mom.... jeesh... I just don't know anymore....

In The News

AUGUSTA -- Two Augusta men have been arrested in connection with a string of car break-ins early Wednesday.

Michael Grimaldi, 19, and Robert Cooper, 18, face charges of theft, burglary and aggravated criminal mischief, said Detective Jason Cote of the Augusta Police Department.

Grimaldi was being held at the Kennebec County jail on $5,000 cash bail Thursday afternoon. Cooper was being held without bail on a probation violation.

Police have not connected Wednes-day's break-ins to five burglaries from vehicles in the Sand Hill neighborhood over the weekend.

The investigation into those thefts is ongoing, Cote said.

Police believe Grimaldi and Cooper are behind a string of break-ins in the area of Grove and Green streets overnight Tuesday into early Wednesday morning. There were reports at least nine cars were broken into, and Cote said the crime spree also included theft of tools from two apartments that were under renovation and a garage.

"We have a witness that saw Michael Grimaldi running from the area with something in his hands," Cote said.

Grimaldi was arrested around 7:30 a.m. Wednesday when an officer responding to a report of a burglary in progress found Grimaldi behind a Grove Street garage, Cote said.

Cooper was arrested a couple of hours later on Grove Street, Cote said.

Police spent part of Thursday returning the tools, car stereos and other stolen goods to their owners.

None of the thefts included wallets or purses, Cote said.

"It was good work by the witness that called in and the officers that responded," Cote said.