yeah so....

yeah i know its been forever and all... and i said i was never gonna do this shit again since nobody ever reads it anyways but sometimes a girl needs an outlet and this is mine....

first Tori.... whats up hunny.. I love you and hope to see you someday soon.... *wink wink*..... hope being the key word....

Kev... everytime I talk to you (that Justin isn't around) I feel really loved... I love you too Kevin and I understand about Justin and how he probably rags on you if ur nice to me when hes around... I understand... and I love you... i know you love me.... thanks for saving me that day... you and kyle... i seriously was gonna do it that time..... you and kyle saw that i was serious and you actually cared... when you wrapped me in ur arms and told me I was your best friend and you love me and you always will... that's why no matter what you say from now until forever i know that I meant something to you.... that someone cared about me enough at that time in my life to stop me from killing myself when I really really wanted to.. I love you Kevin Andrew TIlkins! Forever and a day....

Jenyfer - beautiful beautiful girl... I'm leaving you soon... but I am here now... so I'm gonna go hang with you because I am missing out on presious time I could be spending with you right now... I love you... always and forever babe....

oh and uh... Kyle... if you somehow happen to read this for some reason.. IU love you too... don't feel left out but I'm at Jen's and I want to go hang out with hr... I love you Kyle... your my reason for bgeing....


Bobby... though you piss me right the fuck off most of the time.... I love you..... always....