So I asked him out.... Russell that is...

He says he's not ready for a relationship.... he wants to be celebit... but my specialty is talking boys outta that lol... yeah so he's def better than Bobby... damn.. I mean... yeah Bobby got me close a couple times and Russell didn't get me close at all but... Russell was just... good.... like awesome.. and I really do like him a lot... he's cute and funny and shy and sweet and sexy and into so much of the same shit I am... I just like him a lot... but I'm glad I got to fuck him... now I can stop wondering.... now I know he's good... mmmm... I like licked his whole body... but he wouldn't let me suck on his ears beause he knew it would turn him on way too much...

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yeah so more later... got to go....

So....

I havent written in forever because myspace rocks my socks and shit but it's being stupid right now so I don't know... but yeah I saw Justin and Kevin today and it was awesome... Justin is so fucking funny... I remember why I loved him... why he was my best friend.. I missed him a whole lot... he made fun of me for liking ICP and the dark carnival and stuff though so that sucked... he gave me a hug and everything... me and Kev got positivie as all hell... god I miss them all the damn time....
Oh BTW
9 guys and 3 girls... thats my count to this day....
I wanted to make it ten last night but he wasn't into it... oh well...
I need to get laid... I got laid yesterday and I was so close to getting off... but then it was over... damn it!
I still don't have a job... life kinda sucks except for having seen Justin and Kevin...
Amber, Jesy, and me might have a 3some if her boyfriend and her are over... I'm gonna give Amber a Faygo shower.... Bitch I'm Sexy.... but yeah so
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boredness....
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guys I wanna fuck:
Russell Hilton
Josh Alexander
Nate (outback)
Bobby (again)
Josh (maybe again... maybe he'll be better)
Kevin (again)
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Girls I wanna fuck:
Jesy (again)
Amber (again)
Kalina
Tori
Trina
Jenyfer...

Never again:
Cora
Ryan
Rory
Kenny
Joe rapist (horrible)
Brett (sisters)
Doc
Brice
Damien


ok so I'm still majorly bored... and I miss Kyle and Tori so much... october I can't wait....