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FUCK EVERYBODY!

FUCK KYLE! FUCK JUSTIN! FUCK KEVIN! FUCK TORI! FUCK BRETT!

FUCK YOU ALL! YOU ARE ALL FUCKING LOZERS PUT HERE TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT ABOUT MYSELF AND I MAY BE CRYING NOW (BECASUSE I TRULLY BELIEVED YOU WERE ALL MY FRIENDS) BUT MY TEARS WILL STOP AND YOU WILL BE THE ONES GOING WITHOUT BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I WAS A GOOD FRIEND TO YOU GUYS... I MAY HAVE MADE MISTAKES AND ALL BUT SO DID ALL OF YOU.... WE'RE ALL HUMAN AND WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES BUT APPARENTLY YOU ALL GAVE UP ON ME BECAUSE OF MINE..... I FUCKING HATE ALL OF YOU AND I HOPE YOU ALL DIE HORRIBLE PAINFUL DEATHS..... YOU CAN ALL IGNORE ME AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP.... I'M OBVIOUSLY TOO GOOD FOR ALL OF YOU..... I DONT NEED ANY OF YOU ANYMORE.... I HAVE JEN STILL AND IF I LOSE HER.... I DONT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO BUT IT WILL NOT BE PRETTY.... ESSPECIALLY KYLE.... I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU... YOU MADE ME FEEL SO SAFE AND NOW EVERYTHING IS GONE..... I GAVE UP SO MUCH FOR YOU AND YOU DON'T APPRECIATE ANYTHING... IF I HADN'T GONE TO MASON THIS SUMMER.... ME AND BOBBY WOULD PROBABLY BE DATING.... I MIGHT NOT HAVE LOST JESY.... EVRYTHING WOULD BE DIFFERENT... BUT YOU MEANT SO FUCKING MUCH TO ME THAT I GAVE THAT ALL UP JUST TO BE WITH YOU AND NOW IT HASN'T EVEN BEEN... WHAT.... 2 MONTHS AND YOUR IGNORING ME.... WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO NOW???? I GET THAT YOUR BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND WORK AND COLLEDGE CLASSES AND STUFF BUT HOW HARD IS IT TO ANSWER A FUCKING E-MAIL... HUH? SPECCIALLY FROM YOUR SUPPOSED BEST FRIEND.... IT'S NOT THAT FUCKING HARD.... YOU COULDV'E WROTE 3 FUCKING WORDS AND IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE WITH ME... BUT NO... YOU DONT CARE ENOUGH.... SO FUCK YOU... AND FUCK JUSTIN TOO.... HE'S SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND HE EXPECTS EVERYONE TO JUST GIVE HIM EVERYTHING... JUSTIN.... UR A FUCKING BUM... YOU ALWAYS WERE... YOU ALWAYS WILL BE... YA KNOW WHY... CAUSE EVEN WHEN YOU DO GET A JOB... YOUR JUST GONNA TAKE ALL UR MONEY AND DO SHIT LIKE COKE... YEAH... I HEARD ABOUT THAT BY THE WAY YOU STUPID FUCK.... UR SUCH A FUCKING RETARD... COKE JUSTIN... NICE ONE... DO SOME MORE ASSHOLE... GET ADDICTED.... FUCK UP UR LIFE... I DONT CARE IF YOU DID ONLY DO IT LIKE ONCE OR TWICE... WHEN UR MONEY STARTS BURNING A HOLE IN UR POCKET AND UR SICK OF BEING A FUCKING ALCOHOLIC UR GONNA WANT SOMETHING MORE... AND MAYBE IT WONT EVEN BE COKE.. MAYBE YOU'LL BE A HEROIN JUNKIE... OR MAYBE JUST BUY SO MANY PILLS UR FUCKING NOSE ROTS OFF... YOU MIGHT BE CUTER THAT WAY... I NEVER LIKED YOU FOR YOUR LOOKS ANYWAYS... I ALWAYS THOUGHT THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE... SOMETHING ABOUT THE WAY YOU MOVED AND TALKED.... IT WAS NEVER UR LOOKS BECAUSE... THE TRUTH IS... UR UGLY... I MIGHT BE FAT... BUT I CAN LOSE WEIGHT... WHATTA YOU GONNA DO TO FIX UR UGLY FACE HUH? PLASTIC SURGERY.... HAVE FUN WITH THAT.... EXPENSIVE AND PAINFUL... U'LL LOVE IT SINCE UR SUCH A FUCKING RETARD... OR MAYBE YOU'LL JUST BECOME A DRUNK LIKE THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY... UR AUNTI KIM IS COOL FUCKING SHIT BUT SHE IS A DRUNK... AND I LOVE YOUR MOM STRAIGHT TO DEATH BUT SHE HAD PROBLEMS WITH ALCOHOL TOO... ITS IN UR FUCKING BLOOD TO BE A DRUNK... HAVE A NICE LIFE JUSTIN DAVID TILKINS AND WHEN IT'S OVER... ROT IN FUCKING HELL!

AND TO KEVIN.... I GAVE YOU EVRYTHING... AND I BELIEVED YOU THIS SUMMER... I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE AN HONEST PERSON.... BUT THIS SUMMER YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME... WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST LET ME JUMP BEFORE I LEARNED ABOUT DEATH... 3 MONTHS AGO I COULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF EASILY... I WASN'T SCARED TO DIE... AND NOW THAT I AM... NOW THAT I FOUND OUT THE TRUTH AND I'M TRYING TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER... TRYING TO BE HAPPY AND WHATNOT... NOW YOU TREAT ME LIKE NOTHING.... I GAVE YOU EVRYTHING I HAD AND YOU KNOW IT... AND THIS SUMMER YOU PROMISED ME.... UR PROMISES OBVIOUSLY MEAN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING... I'M SO FUCKING DONE..... THE LAST 3 YEARS OF MY LIFE WAS A FUCKING WASTE... ALL MY FRIENDS WERE FUCKING LYING ASS BACKSTABBERS.... TRAITORS.... YOU ALL GAVE UP ON ME.... I'M JUST FALLOWING SUIT AND GIVING UP ON YOU.... YOU PERSONALLY WILL ALWAYS BE HUGE IN MY LIFE.... AND I'M GONNA HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THE IMPACT YOU HAD ON MY LIFE AND BE DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF FOR LETTING YOU HAVE THAT.... I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T SEE THROUGH YOU FUCKING DISGUISE.... I REGRET EVERY SECOUND OF EVERY DAY I SPENT WITH YOU.... AND YOUR BROTHER... AND YOUR COUSIN... AND YOUR FRIEND.... I WISH I HAD NEVER MET ANY OF YOU..... YOU ALL FUCKING SUCK!



"Fuck The World"

[Violent J]
Fuck. Fuck this shit.
Fuck givin it to me.

[Chorus:]
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
Sya fuck the world! (Fuck the world!)
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
Fuck em all! (Fuck em all!)

[Violent J]
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck us
Fuck Tom, fuck Mary, fuck Gus
Fuck Darius
Fuck the west coast, and fuck everybody on the east
Eat shit and die, or fuck off at least
Fuck pre-schoolers, fuck rulers
Kings and Queens and gold jewelers
Fuck wine coolers
Fuck chickens, fuck ducks
Everybody in your crew sucks, punk mother fucks
Fuck critics, fuck your review
Even if you like me, fuck you
Fuck your mom, fuck your mom's momma
Fuck the Beastie Boys and the Dali Llama
Fuck the rain forest, fuck a Forrest Gump
You probably like it in the rump
Fuck a shoe pump, fuck the real deal and fuck all the fakes
Fuck all fifty two states! Oooo, and fuck you

[Chorus X 2]

[Violent J]
Fuck Oprah, fuck opera, fuck a soap opera
Fuck a pop locker and a cock blocker
Fuck your girlfriend, I probably did her already
Fuck Kyle and his brother Tom Petty, Jump Steady
My homie, fuck him, what are you gonna do?
(Fuck that bitch, fuck you!) Yeah well fuck you too
Don't bother tryin to analyze these rhymes
In this song I say fuck ninety three times
Fuck the president, fuck your welfare
Fuck your government and fuck Fred Bear
Fuck Nugent, like anybody gives a fuck
You like to hunt a lot, so fuckin what?!
Fuck disco, Count of Monte Crisco
Fuck Cisco, and Jack and Jerry Brisco
And fuck everyone who went down with the Titanic, in a panic
I'm like fuck you, AHHHHH!!!!

[Chorus X 2]

[Violent J]
Fuck Celine Dion and fuck Dionne Warwick
You both make me sick, suck my dick
Fuck the Berlin Wall, both sides of it
And fuck Lyle Lovett, whoever the fuck that is
Fuck everybody in the hemisphere
Fuck them across the world, and fuck them right here
You know the guy that operates the Rouge River draw bridge in Delray on
Jefferson? FUCK HIM!
Fuck your idea, fuck your gonnoreha
Fuck your diarrhea, Rocky Maivia
Fuck your wife, your homie did, he's fuckin you
Fuck the police and the 5-0 too
Fuck Spin, Rolling Stone, and fuck Vibe
Fuck everybody inside
Whoever's on the cover, fuck his mother
Fuck your little brother's homie from around the way
And fuck Violent J!

BY THE WAY THIS IS MY LAST FUCKING BLOG ENTRY.... I SPECIFFICALLY MADE THIS STUPID THING SO I COULD KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THE FRIENDS I OBVIOUSLLY DONT HAVE ANYMORE.... AND TO TALK ABOUT MY LOVE FOR JUSTIN OF COURSE WAY BACK IN THE DAY.... WHICH I DESPISE HIM NOWADAYS SO I'M OVER IT.... JEN OF COURSE I WILL BE MAKING A NEW ONE... JUST TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH YOU... I WANT THIS ENTRY TO BE MY LAST ONE OF THIS BLOG... I AM PUTTING ALL OF THIS BEHIND ME..... I'M SO OVER IT!

Jenyfer

I miss you so much... how much longer do I have to suffer not being able to see you... I miss you so much and I have so much to talk about that cannot all be talked about in 10 mins.... I want to tell you so much and sometimes I do sit down and start writing to you but then something always happens... someone will show up or one of the kids will get hurt or something.... and I'll stop and forget or lose what I wrote and... it's oh so complicated and hard to write down everything and when I'm online I'm usually messing around with everybody's myspace....

http://www.myspace.com/jenyferclark <--- there's a link to urs if you can go to it... I know you probably can't sign in or anything but at least to look and here's mine:

http://www.myspace.com/tiffyjean86

yeah and myspace takes up a lot of my time and stuff... oh I love you so much.... you didnt call this morning but its ok because I love you anyways beautiful bubble goddess but I gotta go.... forever and ever.... love.... ***TiffY***

Hey

For Bethie my address is:

Tiffany Penney
PO Box 2304
Augusta, Maine 04338


Jen... ur so awesome... I miss you so much.... I made Justin a cd last night of songs that will make him think of me and after I mail it to him I'm not gonna think of him anymore.... well... I will.... but I won't be all... like I am about him ya know.... I'm gonna try to do my best to put him outta my mind and stuff.... not gonna talk about him all the time... not gonna stare at his pictures and cry.... I'll still probably think of all of them every time I go on stuwart lane but.... I'm gonna avoid that place like the plague... I already do pretty much... I'm also gonna try to forget Kevin and everything he meant to me... *sighs* and that's quite a bit.... and I'm even gonna forget Kyle... he's too busy for my friendship anyways... I just don't mean as much to him as everything else in his life and I understand that so I'm not gonna get in his way... I'd just bring him down anyways... *sighs* I wish I could leave your life too so I wouldn't bring you down because I know I will... I bring everyone down.... but I'm not gonna anymore.... I'm having a change of attitude.... I am so over feeling depressed 24hrs a day.... anyways I don't have much time but I do love you beautiful bubble goddess... forever and always...
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Oh and Happy Birthday to the one and only

JOSH FLETCHER!