Reasons I loved Justin {Back in the day}

Reasons I love him:

His voice and the way he calls me "Tiffy" (He was the first to do that)
He's extremly funny
His eyes, his hair, his arms, his stupid smile, his even stupider laugh
His shoulders, his back, his legs (in jeans), his hair, his tiny little ears.
The way he twirls his hair when he's bored or thinking
How he can think so far into the future when I can barely see to tomarrow
His taste in music, movies (except the porn)
Almost every song on the radio can remind me of him somehow
The way he walks
When he gets angry he turns red
He teases me
He loves his family and friends
I love the way he stands up for his friends against anyone
The way I have wait on him hand and foot
He's one of my bestest friends and I trust him soooo much!
He's really honest
He's on the same level as me economically, emotionally, and spiritually.
He's sometimes knows what I'm thinking without me saying anything
He's really smart, he could be anything he wants to be if he could stop getting into trouble
He has so many big ideas for himself and his life
The way he makes me feel; He can make me so happy I want to explode, or so sad I want to die
I like it when he gets all quiet and trance-like thinking about something
How I have to take care of him like he's a baby
We're both afraid of drowning and heights
The way he says he loves me even if he doesn't mean it
He sucks at singing if he tries, but he's not bad if he doesn't think about it
The way he dances
He's really protective of me and everyone else, when I'm around him he makes me feel safe
The way his eyes get big when he's concerned about me and he asks whats wrong
He gets frustrated really easilly but he still keeps trying to make me understand
He know ATC's "Around The World"... no one knows that song!
He used to love the Spice Girls when he was little (so adorable)

Reasons I hate him:
He calls me a cock-block and obbsessive
He calls me stupid, slut, and ugly
He hits on all my friends
He talks really bad about his ex's and any girls that have ever done anything with him
He egotistical, self-centered,and conceited
He makes me feel worthless and suisidal
He tells me nothing will ever happen between us, ever!