Life as I know It....sucks.....
Kevin woke me up for school yesterday so I made it ON TIME. That's why I posted from my study hall Yay!
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After school I was sooooooo tired.... I fell asleep on the couch till like 4:30.... when I woke up I was like "OH NO" I got up and started bitching at Matt to call Russell because Kevin and me were suppose to go to Lewiston to see Justin and Russell was suppose to drive him. I had to do all the dishes and I have to baby-sit all weekend plus I spent all my money on something that he wanted. Russell finally got there and Kevin wanted Pappy to come too. I was like "Number one - I don't even like Pappy, he hit NaToni. Number two - I have to beg Russell to let you go" I said to Kevin. The only reason Kevin got to come at all was because he's Justin's brother and Matt made Russell bring him too. When we got there I had to use the bathroom and some girl goes "Don't you do that every time you come here?" and I'm like, "It's a long ride from Augusta." When I got out of the bathroom Justin and Kevin were playing foosball against the Jack staff member at New Beginnings and I was put on his team I guess. Anyways I learned I suck at foosball. Halfway through the game Jack had business to attend to so we called it good. Justin, Kevin and me took off eventually and walked down under the bridge. We got sooooooo high! Justin… you could tell was blazed that poor boy LoL. He is so hott like that though. He was so funny… but at one point he was mean to me… I don’t remember what he said but it was mean. I walked off kinda and Justin was like, “Don’t be mad at me Tiffy. No I mean it, don’t be mad at me” and he put his arm around me. I forgave him cause I was high but I know it was mean. I don’t remember much else from when we were down under the bridge but I know that when we we’re walking back up I got out my camera and took some goofy pics of the boys and some really cute ones. I used up the last of my camera so I have to go to Wal-Mart tomorrow and get them developed. On CD of course so I can get them online eventually, LoL. When we got back to the house Dan was sitting on the steps writing a letter to some guy who got arrested earlier that day there. We stopped and talked to him for a while… way past the time Russell wanted to leave. I felt bad about Russell but I really wanted to spend time with Justin since today he could be going to that Kids Peace place if it all works out right. After he gets his evaluation he wants to take the summer and live with his cousin Josh in Augusta and work for that construction place like he did last summer and save up money. Then he wants to go to Job Corps in the fall and get his license and all that good stuff. He wants to get his GED from Job Corps and go to college which is what he really needs. When it was time to leave Justin and Kevin gave each other props and Justin put his arms out to hug me then Kevin grabbed me and said “time to go Tiffy” and pulled me away. Justin got this like shocked look on his face and then laughed. I made Kevin let me go and I hugged Justin for a really long time. We were standing in the parking lot and I took a full body picture of him in that really sexy black and blue flames shirt and his gray wind pants *memories*. Then Russell was like get in the car Tiff” so I hugged Justin again and then I kissed him on the cheek LoL. It was in front of a lot of people so he made a big deal out of it. He’s so dumb. We got in the car and left. I really miss him already. While we were in the car a song came on the radio and it reminded me of this experience with Justin.
Vanessa Carlson – A Thousand Miles
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
Chorus:
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
Chorus
And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
chorus X2
That’s a Justin song because I would’ve walked a thousand miles but I got a ride LoL. I still need him and I still miss him and I wonder if he ever thinks about me when we’re not together… I was “home bound” when I heard the song. I drown in my memories of him and I don’t want to let him go when I’m with him. It was a perfect song to hear at that specific time so… yeah. It’s a new Justin song…. Damn it class is over! Anyways that’s it I guess… I really miss you Kyle. I love you so goddamn much. Call me!
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After school I was sooooooo tired.... I fell asleep on the couch till like 4:30.... when I woke up I was like "OH NO" I got up and started bitching at Matt to call Russell because Kevin and me were suppose to go to Lewiston to see Justin and Russell was suppose to drive him. I had to do all the dishes and I have to baby-sit all weekend plus I spent all my money on something that he wanted. Russell finally got there and Kevin wanted Pappy to come too. I was like "Number one - I don't even like Pappy, he hit NaToni. Number two - I have to beg Russell to let you go" I said to Kevin. The only reason Kevin got to come at all was because he's Justin's brother and Matt made Russell bring him too. When we got there I had to use the bathroom and some girl goes "Don't you do that every time you come here?" and I'm like, "It's a long ride from Augusta." When I got out of the bathroom Justin and Kevin were playing foosball against the Jack staff member at New Beginnings and I was put on his team I guess. Anyways I learned I suck at foosball. Halfway through the game Jack had business to attend to so we called it good. Justin, Kevin and me took off eventually and walked down under the bridge. We got sooooooo high! Justin… you could tell was blazed that poor boy LoL. He is so hott like that though. He was so funny… but at one point he was mean to me… I don’t remember what he said but it was mean. I walked off kinda and Justin was like, “Don’t be mad at me Tiffy. No I mean it, don’t be mad at me” and he put his arm around me. I forgave him cause I was high but I know it was mean. I don’t remember much else from when we were down under the bridge but I know that when we we’re walking back up I got out my camera and took some goofy pics of the boys and some really cute ones. I used up the last of my camera so I have to go to Wal-Mart tomorrow and get them developed. On CD of course so I can get them online eventually, LoL. When we got back to the house Dan was sitting on the steps writing a letter to some guy who got arrested earlier that day there. We stopped and talked to him for a while… way past the time Russell wanted to leave. I felt bad about Russell but I really wanted to spend time with Justin since today he could be going to that Kids Peace place if it all works out right. After he gets his evaluation he wants to take the summer and live with his cousin Josh in Augusta and work for that construction place like he did last summer and save up money. Then he wants to go to Job Corps in the fall and get his license and all that good stuff. He wants to get his GED from Job Corps and go to college which is what he really needs. When it was time to leave Justin and Kevin gave each other props and Justin put his arms out to hug me then Kevin grabbed me and said “time to go Tiffy” and pulled me away. Justin got this like shocked look on his face and then laughed. I made Kevin let me go and I hugged Justin for a really long time. We were standing in the parking lot and I took a full body picture of him in that really sexy black and blue flames shirt and his gray wind pants *memories*. Then Russell was like get in the car Tiff” so I hugged Justin again and then I kissed him on the cheek LoL. It was in front of a lot of people so he made a big deal out of it. He’s so dumb. We got in the car and left. I really miss him already. While we were in the car a song came on the radio and it reminded me of this experience with Justin.
Vanessa Carlson – A Thousand Miles
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
Chorus:
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
Chorus
And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
chorus X2
That’s a Justin song because I would’ve walked a thousand miles but I got a ride LoL. I still need him and I still miss him and I wonder if he ever thinks about me when we’re not together… I was “home bound” when I heard the song. I drown in my memories of him and I don’t want to let him go when I’m with him. It was a perfect song to hear at that specific time so… yeah. It’s a new Justin song…. Damn it class is over! Anyways that’s it I guess… I really miss you Kyle. I love you so goddamn much. Call me!
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