My edited version of my mean notes... sorry peeps that deserve it

Kevin - ....edited...

Kyle - ...editied...

Justin - ya know what? I'm in a horrible mood. I know you hate it there well ya know what... out here isn't all that much better right now.

Jen - Thanx for not coming up today... I feel like shit... I have felt like shit all day... you're stupid boyfriend got me sick... edited... the only person I like now is you and you won't give me a chance just because I don't have a penis... well ya know what... fuck that! I can't help the way I was born.

NaToni - Ur just like me... and I realize that's sad... we are in the same boat with guys... also we're both tangled up in Justin's web of lies. I don't want to be anymore so ya know what... edited...

Alicia - ...edited...

Jami - actually I was gonna say "when is my baby due" but then I realized that's not a mean note and this is suppose to be how I really feel about people... well the truth about you is... you put my best friend through hell. You hurt him bad, playing games and such and for that I can't be totally comfortable around you and that sucks cause you are pretty cool. You should really stop stepping on peoples hearts.

Lee - ... totally edited...

Kiwi - ya know what I'm sorry that Kyle is more important to me then you are...he's been there for me way more times then you have... I mean... with us.. it's always me being there for you. I barley ever come to you with my problems... you have enough problems of your own I don't feel like I should be throwing mine on top of you too and with Kyle... it's just different... I don't know why but even though I know he has problems too... specially with that gf or his... I still feel like I can tell him anything... or well almost anything. Ya know what get over it... I am everyone's best friend Everybody loves me and wants to spend time with me and shit but yet I feel like I have no one to talk to... like I am all alone.. unless Kyle is with me. He is the only one I don't feel lonely around... even being with Justin makes me long for Kyle to be there... so don't feel like you're then only one... you still mean a lot to me too.

Nick - I will never fully trust you again.. for awhile there you were one of my best friends... it went Kyle, Leola, Justin, Jen, Kiwi, Kevin, Nick, Brett.... but now it goes Kyle, Justin, Jen, Kiwi... I'm curently still mad at Kevin and Lee so they can go fuck themselves, they are not my best friends right now. Especially Kevin, he keeps acting like Justin and it's hurting me more and more everyday.. I wish he would go back to Casco... we got along a lot better when I only saw him once every couple of months.... But yeah... you totally lost my trust so... that's all.

Brett - even though you are a compulsive liar, a theif, and a big stoner I still for some reason miss you. You must be the only person I'm not mad at or depressed over right now and I thank you for that.

Lets see who else should I bitch at.... I guess that's it for now.... there is no way I'm posting all these mean comments.. then I'd really have no friends.... but like I said before... sometimes I wish I didn't... maybe I should post this in an edited version... jsut so people will get a clue as to how I actually feel.. but then again no one will probably read they're notes anyways... god I hate me life!