Justin got mad at me AGAIN!!!!!

Friday I stayed home from school and the social worker came over
mom and Matt started fighting in front of her so I pissed off because I was embarrassed and went next door to Justin's. He couldn't even tell that I wanted to talk. All he wanted to do was watch Half-Baked and call Jamie on my phone the JERK!We got in a big fight that night because I guess I was being a cock-block again, when I wasn't! I didn't tell Christi to stay away from Justin or anything. He's just a paranoid jerk!

Saturday I woke up and took a shower and went back up to my room and Kyle showed up with a note from Justin. The note said that Justin wanted to end our friendship and I got really depressed and my wrist is kinda in bad shape now but I'm gonna get over it and over him. He's such a lozer and he isn't worth my time. He uses me and makes me feel bad so I need to get over him! Anyways I got dressed and went to whine to Kyle (my bestest friend) at Justin's. When Justin saw that it was me at the door he made a face and went back into his room. Kyle walked me down to Nick's house and while I was sitting there a couple of tears ran down my cheeks. I haven't been able to cry in a long time so that was a good thing. Kyle started playing the video game and forgot that Justin was expecting hime right back so Justin broke his house arrest and went down to Nick's to get Kyle. Before Kyle left I wanted a hug and Justin was all "don't hug her!" Justin is sooo immature! I wrote notes to both Kyle and Justin while I was at Nick's. In the one to Justin I tried to be very matture and ok with us ending our friendship. It was hard to write those lies but I knew it was what he wanted to hear. I walked up the hill to give the boys the notes but Rose had taken Justin to work so I just hung out with Kyle at Justin's. Brett and Nick fell in the brook right after Kiwi and Angela left them. Stupid Boys! Anyways I want to get this published so I'll sum it um... I left before Justin got home but Alicia called and wanted to talk to Brett. Really she wanted me to peak through the windows to spy on him but that was just a little too weird so I went inside and gave him the phone. I stayed there waiting for my phone. When he finally got off the phone with Alicia he called Christi. I stayed over there listening to Justin's stupid first-ever-fight he got into story until like 4 in the morning. Oh yeah I called Travis and he was waiting for a call but he made me promise to call him Sunday because he really wanted to talk to me I guess but when I called on Sunday he wasn't there anyway. Stupid boy! Sunday something happened....I don't remember...I'm a pot-head.... I know I stayed at Justin's till like 12 and I had to do his laundry and clean his room. He's such a user!!!!!