Gahhh

I keep getting all dressed up for nothing.... last night I walked over there and they were asleep... I'm just about to give up alltogether.... I got Tori in trouble because of the pics of her getting positive on my site... damn that sucks... I didn't think her parents would ever look at my site... I mean... weird right???
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Last night I listened to sad Kyle music and I didn't cry.... or cut... I am so proud of myself... I just sat there and wrote him a letter... not a 10 page repeating the same thing and crying type letter but a short one about religion and life and stuff... of course I told him I love him and miss him too...
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I have 7 tattos... a heart locket for Justin.... he has the key to my heart, cherries for Kevin, Love in Japenese for Kyle, a rose for Jen, a crazy stoner looking happy face for Brett, a band of butterflys around my wrist for Jesy and Chad Micheal Murray (lol) for Jaylyn... I had a Kelly CLarkson one on my hand but I messed it up sleeping... it was suppose to symbolize Tori... damn! Oh yeah they're all fake if you didn't guess that by now... it's cool
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well... I'm done... love those I love