Vey Vey Depressed

I am so depressed for reasons unmentionable on here.... Kevin, Jessi, Jen, Kyle, Tori, Justin, & Sean.... no one knows what I'm thinking right now and I can't tell no one... not even Kyle... and that's "what hurts the most".... I can't wait to forget my life...I wish I could just get over everything... I act like I don't care anymore but.... I hurt on the inside more now then I ever have... *tears*....
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Jenyfer I love you... don't be mad at me if you read this and ask me and I don't tell you... it's my own shit that I just have to learn to deal with because I can't change anything... but... yeah I love you.