Other Notes... plus what's happened today...

Jen - I'm sorry you thought I was using my problems to get back at you or something but I really truly wasn't. I was trying to explain to you that when you hurt yourself by punching stuff it hurts me too. Like when I hurt myslef by cutting I know it hurts you too. I wasn't trying to say that if you keep punching things I'll start cutting again... if that's what you thought. That wasn't it, ok. I'm just worried about you. You're my best friend and I don't want you getting hurt. I love you.You mean too much to me for me to sit back and watch you hurt yourself without saying something to you about it.

Nick (my brother)- STOP STEALING MY FRIENDS! I KNOW YOU DON'T HAVE ANY OF YOU'RE OWN BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU SHOULD START STEALING MINE! JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE A STONER AND SMOKE ME AND MY FRIENDS UP SOMETIMES DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN STEAL THEM FROM ME! FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE SUPPOSE TO STAY SEPERATE... AT LEAST IN MY BOOK THEY ARE. I DON'T WANT TO HANG OUT WITH YOU ALL THE TIME. DAMMNIT!

Jaylyn - I'm so excited to be going to you're graduation. I haven't seen you in so long. I miss you. I may have a new best friend now but I will never be able to replace you. BFF's Always and Forever.

Justin - I know you never check this... JERK!... but I love you anyways. Gonna call you later tonight and chat... I'll probably write evry word down in here later lol... Luv you Lots...

Michaela - I got something important to tell you... um... I'm sorry... I meant to tell you in school but I felt really bad... um... yeah... I was embarrassed to tell you.. but... I was talking to Kyle last night and... I think I got you and KK mixed up a little when I told you what I told you the other day. I am so sorry. I'll talk to you in school. I love you.

NaToni - it sucks that you won't get a chance to see Kyle... Don't worry I will take tons of pics... like 3 camera's worth... me and Jen gotta go steal some tomarrow I think lol...

Kyle - Hey.... I love you and I totally can't wait to see you. It sucks that we aren't going to have our double birthday party... my party is gonna suck without you if I even still wanna have one... well I do... for the gifts lol j/k... but yeah... I miss you. Hurry up and get up here already!

Josh - Good job getting your GED and a scholarship to colledge... you're gonna do great. I can tell. Even if I've never even met you in person I can tell from the phone and IMs that you're a great person.

Lee - ..... I don't know what to say... I'm still working it out with Kevy... it's not you're fault really... but you did help add on to the pain of fighting with my best friend... why couldn't you leave well enough alone... whatever I'm over it...

Alicia - ur so cute.... stack of detentions lol... have fun with that

Jami - When the hell is my baby due? You never answer me... I don't even know whether it's a boy or a girl.

Nick H - Sooooo, how's your Runescape charater?

um.... I guess that's all for now..... today in school I turned in all my books and took a math test... not the final since I'm not taking that... we had a sub and he made me take an assesment test. It sucked. I was the first one done anyways and then I took a nap. Tisha Irving woke me up and I went to lunch and then walked around with Monica for B lunch... went outside and smoked a cigerette. I had to pee at one point so i went to the bathroom but I forgot my cell phone in there so after I had walked all the way to the lobby I had to walk back to get my cell in the bathroom near the catwalk. Jeesh. Then I walked back up to the lobby and ran into Monica and her friend again... her friend had to pee so we walked back to the bathroom, then back to the lobby and sat outside for a while. My Wellness bus got back and Aaron was like "Nice of you to come to class Tracy" and I was like "I'm a senior, I don't have to go to class anymore and my name is Tiffany not Tracy!" Monica's friend left and me and her went to the library for C lunch where I read Kevin's blog and my comments and stuff... I printed out my blog and Kevin's posts bitching about me to everyone in they're comments... whatever. Then I ran into him in the hallway and I looked at him all evily when he asked if I had read his comment. He read my print off and he's like "Yep, I said that" and I was like "jerk" in my head. Anyways I had to get to Wellness to do my Badmitten test... which I happened to cheat on a little... shhh... don't tell... only one question. So Kevin was like "Tiffy, hug" so even though I am still mad at him I did hug him and then I went took the test and walked home. I bought an ice creame sunday at Hannaford's and a rocket pop at Kennebec Market. It was soooo hott out when I was trying to walk home. When I got home I took a shower and then got on the computer and talked to Justin on Runescape Kiwi and Kevin showed up and Kevin talked to Jsutin for a while, while me and Kiwi went outside to talk and stuff. She doesn't think Kevin means it the way Justin does... well ya know what, Justin doesn't mean it either most of the time but it still fucking hurts when they boss me around like I'm stupid or something. I don't know... anyways... after Justin had to get off the computer I came her and started typing. I talked to Jaylyn and her graduation is June 9th and her mom's picking me up at 5pm... I don't know if Kyle will be here by then or not but I know that I am gonna give up time with him to see her if I must because I haven't seen her in forever either and Kyle will be here constantly for the 3 weeks to a month that he's up here. I will make him be here constantly lol. I love him soooooo much!... I realized something.... Kyle's school has been let out so he probably won't be updating his blog anytime too soon. That sucks. Well.. I really gotta get down to the skate park before Kiwi starts freaking out on me or something. She made me promise on her life to go so... yeah... Gotta go... I'll write more later... of course... I mean... it's me... I type forever and ever and ever. Luv ya Lots