Can't wait...

Ok... so today I woke up... all on my own.... and got dressed and everything... I was downstairs when Kevin knocked on the door... I wanted to have been in my room when Kevin got there because... of ... well.. certain thing... but anyways that didn't happen... too bad... so sad... NOT! Anyway.. I felt bad ok... I was going to make up with him.... It's all good anyways.... When he showed up he was like "about time you wake up on your own" LoL. I brushed my teeth then we went up to my room and smoked the little bit of a cigarette I had... I had smoked a little bit of it while I was high last night. Anyways, we smoked that and then he goes "ok Tiffy, I'll ride the bus with you" and I burst out laughing because I was just about to say that I'd walk with him. He asked what I was laughing at and I told him. so then he was like "really" and I'm like "yeah" and he's like "then we're walking" or something like that. We walked to school smoking a half a cigarette I had found in an ashtray in the living room. it was real long. We ran into Ray outside of his house. He's so gay... he actually thinks I'm going to hook him up with Rachel Stetson. Yeah right... I worked hard to keep that boy away from Jaylyn why would I purposely get Rachel messed up with a loser like him? Anyways, Kevin and me kept walking to school and when we got there Pappy was outside getting drunk. He was with Ryan barrows and his sisters. The little like 12 year old sister popped open a beer and started drinking. I was like "No way in hell. I'm an adult. I will go to jail!!!!!" and I took off across the street and into school. Kevin had taken a drink off the can too and I felt instantly disgusted with him. Drinking before school.. even though it was only a sip and he didn't even get a buzz, still. That's like so very, very wrong. When I went across the street Kevin fallowed me. I went inside and started talking to Michaela... Jen soon showed up and started making out with Kevin in the hall. When I looked across the road again Pappy and his friends were gone. Trisha (Ewwwww) Bechard showed up and put her arm around me I was like "Hi Trisha" with this nasty face but normalish voice. She went away to her homeroom to put her bag down or something and me, Jen, Kevin and Michaela talked about her behind her back (believe me, if you know her then you know, she deserves it). When she came back though and showed me that she had cigarettes in her purse. I was like Kevin she has cigarettes and Kevin was like "I'm going too" and I'm like yeah he is, if I have to go then he has to go. We fallowed Trisha outside and Kiwi grabbed me. She's like "Tiff, don't go with her" and I'm like "She has cigarettes" and Kiwi's like "I will give you one, don't go with her" she told me to yell to Kevin to come back because he had kept walking and I tried and he gave me this look... Kiwi wouldn't let go of me and I was "like I don't want to let Kevin go with Trisha alone" and Kiwi was like "ewwww." Jen came out and she was like "Where's Kevin" and we're all like "He went that way with Trisha Bechard." and Jen was like "If she touches my man, I'll... I'll..." It was funny she couldn't get her idea out. I made Jen come to the cafeteria with me and I got a bagel. I know very bad for my diet. But I was hungry. Jen took off with Mandy so I went back to the lobby to wait for Kevin to get back from being with Trisha. When he did we walked inside and he thought we were breaking up when we got to the doors by the lobby and he wrapped his arms around me and said goodbye. He didn't let me go for a while. It was sweet. then he's like "Wait, we go the same way" and I walked with him till the catwalk and hugged him in there for a bit. Then I went to class and ate my bagel and drew on the back of the Day of Caring permission slip. I will be skipping that day by the way. I have never gone once to Day of caring. Freshman year I came to homeroom and got my free t-shirt then took off back home and watched Dawson's Creek... lol... Sophomore year I came to school and Jaylyn, Me, and her boyfriend at the time Pat skipped and went to the playground near McDonald's. Then we went to the little parking lot near Club Liquid and just hung out there. We got attacked by bumble bees and left that spot. We started walking back toward the school but at the bridge I left then and took off for the library where I got computer time and worked on my website. Then I was like the first to the Edge that day. Junior year, or last year, Becca, Monica, and me went to McDonald's. That was when they had that little machine where you pay a quarter and get to try to get the 3 superballs into the holes so you can own them... I don't know if anyone else remembers that machine. But we must have spent so much money in it that day. I know I spent like $2 and Monica did like $5 and Becca like $3... hey I bought Becca breakfast too so I was poor ok. Um... once we spent all our money we started throwing the bouncy balls all over everywhere and they kept getting into the back of the equipment. Becca crawled in and got a bunch though. that was so fun! Need to have times like that with the boys... specially Kyle! We need those good, happy times to share. All our best memories are from being there for each other. Except the election coverage night. That was a great one! After homeroom I went to the computer lab and read Josh, NaToni, Jami, and Kyle's blogs and posted comments... BECAUSE I DO THAT - KYLE! Then I went to Math class but NaToni wasn't there. Then I had Wellness III. We played doubles badmitten. I was on a team with this Corey guy against Val Lambert and Matt Campbell (Sophomore). That was fun except that Aaron TheBurge kept calling me Trisha, and Tammy, and Tracey and it pissed me off so I called him Amanda! TAKE THAT AARON! When class was over I stood out by Kevin's Wellness I class and walked with him to lunch. I got my chicken burger, apple, chocolate milk, lots of lettuce lunch! When I sat down Kristi wanted a sandwich and Kiwi wanted her yogurt and Gushers. I offered to get them if Kiwi would give me 20 cents more that I need for an extra chocolate milk. Get this... what Kristi eat on an Italian is Tuna fish and a lot of pickles. That's the same thing I get!!!!! I walked Kevin all the way down the hall to the catwalk then up the stairs to his study hall where he found out Jen got a pass to the learning center. I hugged and kissed Jen goodbye then hugged Kevin goodbye and went to my accounting class. When I got there I talked to Emily about... sexual stuff... almost all class. Then I went home. Smoked a cigarette on my walk home from the bus stop. I was on my last drag when Kevin walked up to me shirtless. *sighs*... Jen had ripped his shirt. What a ho! LoL, just kidding, I love her. He got a new shirt then came over and hugged me. Then he went to meet Jen at Cumby's. Brett called me and I talked to him for a bit. Gave him Alicia's #. Jen and Kevin both walked back up here and Jen gave me a couple cigarettes so that I would smoke her up. Some ... things... happened.... can't write online... Anyways she was feeling it but she wanted more and I told her my brother had some so she went downstairs and talked him into smoking with us. We all got high and then Kevin and Jen went to the skate park. Jen I guess wanted to be there because Pappy is suppose to get into a fight with Brett Johnston and ray is suppose to go and be bringing a knife. I don't know why she needs to be there to get mixed up in all that drama. They left and I went downstairs and stole the computer from my brother. Lol. He is so pissed off right now because it has taken me forever to get this all written down and he wants to write in his blog so I got to go... maybe I'll write more laterz.
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.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KYLE JAMES SANCHEZ!