Tiffy Jean

I'm 18, blond haired, blue eyed girl. I live in Augusta, Maine. I'm a senior at Cony High School.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Even More Quotes

More quotes.... I love them ok.... just read um... if you have the time:
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I'm mad at myself, not you.
I'm mad for always being nice,
always apologizing for things I didn't do,
for getting attached,
for making you my life,
depending on you,
wasting my time on you,
thinking about you,
following you,
changing for you,
forgiving you,
wishing for you,
dreaming of you,
and most of all...
for not hating you which I know I should…
but I can't.
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I told you I'd never say goodbye,
now I'm slipping on the tears you made me cry.
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You can try your hardest,
you can do everything and say everything,
but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore...
they aren't worth worrying about...
it's important to know when to let go of someone
who only brings you down.
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I now compare all guys I like to you and you know what,
they never measure up, not even close,
and the sad thing is most are better than you..
I just can't see it
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Don't allow someone to be your everything
while allowing yourself to be their option.
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you may have created my past and screwed up my present,
but you have no control over my future
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He was never my boyfriend,
but I miss his hugs,
his smile,
his advice,
his love,
his kindness,
the times we cried together
& the times we laughed together.
I guess I fell in love with our friendship.
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I envy the one who you’ve loved before
because I cant help thinking they held the one part of you
I long for the most(Jessi)
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I want to give up on you,
but I’m afraid no one else loves you like I did,
and I love you too much to leave you alone like that,
no matter how much you deserve it
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Through all of his faults...
he somehow completed me.
I guess it was selfishness that kept bringing me back for more.
But hurting me once wasn't enough for him and walking away from me once wasn't enough either. So am I the selfish one for wanting to make myself feel loved?
Or is he the selfish one for wanting to cause me more heartache
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sometimes the one love you cant get over,
is the one love you really never had
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I try so hard and it just goes unnoticed
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funny how it seems that all I've tried to do,
seemed to make no difference to you at all
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the harder she tried to forget him,
the more she remembered him,
the more she tried to hate him,
the more she wanted him to look at her with those eyes of his,
and smile that smile of his that never failed to stop her breath
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for once, instead of telling me the reasons why I shouldn’t cry,
actually pay attention to the reasons why I am
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She simply lived with his face in her heart all of the time,
a kind of sweet, hurtful ache. She would have died for him
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my ears hear what you say.
but I just look away.
don't want to hear it anymore..
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I hate you for making me feel so much over nothing
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How can you possibly look into my eyes
and not see that I've been in love with you
since the moment this all began?
Perhaps the better question is…
how could you not care?
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But most of the time I think,
that I just wasn't enough.
I wanna do to you exactly what you did to me. lead you on, make you fall for me, and then let go... effortlessly
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I feel like I’m just in the way, but it's your fault I’m there
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I wish I hadn't kissed him.
I knew I regretted it a moment after it was through
because it was nothing like the first time you and I kissed.
The room didn't spin, my vision didn't even get hazy..
I just knew at that moment,
I wasted a kiss on him I could've cherished with you.
(Justin – Kevin)
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I broke in two.
You're barely missing me.
I'm missing you and everything you do
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I hate to know that there are people like him in this world
who will destroy someone like he did me
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I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay.
its never fine when you go away
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do you know how hard it was for me
to let you go
every time I had you in my arms?
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she had been a fool --
a fool to believe she could talk herself out of being in love with him.
A fool to think that reason had anything to do with the heart.
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What I have with him is worth it.
It is worth every lonely night,
every tear I cry from missing him,
and the pain I feel from not having him close.
It is worth it because he is my one and only.
When I picture myself years from now,
I see only him.
No matter how painful distance can be,
not having him in my life would be worse.
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When you apologized it was like God told me it was okay to hold on.
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never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about
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you can tell yourself as much as you want that you feel nothing.
you’re lying.
there’s no way you can tell me you felt nothing when you saw me with him.
I saw it. I know something hit you.
you felt pain, I watched you hurt..
and for the first time.. I'm glad
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If I would have known that the last time I saw you would be the last time.
I would have stopped to memorize your face,
the way you moved...everything about you
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The fantasy of him is wonderful,
but the reality of him just isn’t that glamorous anymore
(The first time – Justin)
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All I wanted to do was collapse in someone's arms and cry today...
but there wasn't anyone there to catch me.
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You hug him goodbye like it's nothing,
while all you want to do is hold on forever,
but you let go, smile and walk away.
Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same
because try as you might, you can't make someone love you.
Sometimes, you have to let them be free and letting go,
that is when love hurts the most of all
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My true love and my best friend are one in the same.
So how do I tell my true love good-bye and still hold on to my best friend
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I wanna hate you so bad. but I cant stop this anymore than you can
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I bet you never imagined, that one day,
you'd look around, and I just wouldn't be there
It was never about him, I was just killing time,
it was always, always about you.
(To Justin – about Kevin)
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I just hope to sleep and never awaken.
Nothing left in this world could
replace what you have taken
He doesn't want to call you. Give up.
He doesn't want to see you. Shut up.
He's not planning on getting back to you-
he's making excuses to get out of it.
It's what he's doing as I'm breathing.
What he's doing while I'm waiting.
It's what he's thinking while my heart is breaking
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I'm not stable enough emotionally to even hug you
without meaning it with every ounce of me.
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Every time I try to walk away... he pulls me back in.
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You'll say you don't want to be with me.
No one ever does, no one ever thinks of me that way.
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cant figure out what’s worse,
having to know every single detail of your desperate love for some other woman,
or having to know that you obviously didn't even come close
to feeling the same way about me
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I know it's not the smartest thing to do,
we just can't seem to get it right,
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
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I’m a hopeless romantic and you’re just hopeless
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You probably won't remember,
half the things that I’ll never forget
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he was like an angel, you know?
I never knew life could be like that.
he was the only thing I followed through in my life,
the one thing I didn’t give up on,
I was good at loving him
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And I say baby,
yes I feel stupid to call you,
but I'm lonely.
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me.
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do,
you'd feel it too..
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He can be really sweet… like that time in my room, when he thought I was over him,
and he was happy because he said he “didn’t want to break you’re heart”..
I cry just thinking about it. How did I let myself get so caught up?

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