*Tears*

I can't beleive him! I think I am madder at him than I have ever been in my entire life mad at someone! I hate him so fucking much right now it's not even funny. He makes me cry. He make me bawl my eyes out and he probably doesn't even care that he does this to me. He doesn't care about anything or anyone but himself! Why do I let him take ahold of my feelings and tear them up to pieces. All he does is use me!
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Justin came over and got what he wanted and then left... knowing... knowing how much it's gonna hurt me when I can't talk to him or see him for the next 45 days!
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I hate myself and I hate Justin! Some best friend he is... and I'm not even joking this time.... I can't believe he did that to me! He is the worst person I have ever met and I never want to talk to him again! It's gonna hurt a whole hell of a lot but I really don't want to talk to him anymore. It's just not worth it. He's not worth it! *tears*