That's what it's for!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok... so today Jen was in crisis mode... no I will not tell you what about! It's her business and her business alone... Anyways.. David showed up and then a little later Urinator showed up ....lol... we bummed his last cigarette off him... He left and I called Justin on Mom's cell and lit a cigarette.... Justin was a jerk about Magic Cards.... so I told him I hated him and while Jen talked to him I lit another cigarette. When I got the phone back from Jen I go "bye asshole" and he's like "what?" and I'm like you heard me.... Right as Justin and me were hanging up Urinator showed back up and gave me and Jen each a cigarette. We went outside and smoked half of it until he left.. I started feeling really sick. I went in the bathroom and threw up... Jen patted my back but I was like "Jen could you just leave"... I didn't want her to see me like that. It's gross and stuff. After I stopped throwing up I brushed my teeth and went upstairs to get some clothes. I got the clothes and took a shower cause I felt dirty. Jen asked me to walk her home because she was having a rough one so I did. I walked her home and then I walked to Cumby's where I ran into my mom. She drove to my sister's house cause it's Mother's Day and she wanted to see her daughter. We sat there for maybe 15 -20 minuets until I complained. Mom drove me home and I found out that Rose and Kevin had left without me... see how much Kevin cares about me... DAMN! .... That is why I have a cell phone people! So that people can get a hold of me for important things like... um... hello... going to see Justin one last time before he goes away to a place where I won't be able to see or even talk to him for 45 days straight! That's important... call my cell for god's sake... that's what it's there for! Errrrr... I am so mad about this still!!!!! I went online and started talking to Nick H and Leola... then Jen called and wanted me to go down there so I finished writing my e-mail to Kyle and said goodbye. Then I walked to Jen's and hung out with her till my brother called my cell to tell me my daddy was here to see me. I said goodbye to Jen and started running home.... my dad picked me up halfway between Jen's and my house and drove me home. I talked to Grammy on daddy's cell. Then I asked daddy for money and he gave me $10 in quarters... jeez.... After he left I went to Kevin's and yelled at him a bit for not calling my cell when they left... that pissed me off... his mom told me that... get this... Justin might be coming into Augusta tomorrow... Ohgawd I can't wait to have him in my room again! Pictures galore ahead! She also told me that he said to tell me he doesn't really hate me. I went home and called him and he said that yeah he might be having Uncle Shawn drive him in to town. When I said something about him telling his mom that he said yeah he did say that... and I couldn't remember what I had said that made him think I hated him. "He said "You said you did" and I was like "Justin, I'm a stoner.. I don't remember" and he's like "Ok good then, never mind" and I fought it out with him and found out I was mad about Magic Cards... we talked for a while then he told me to call back in 10 mins even though it was after phone privileges time. I talked to him a bit more. Then I called Josh and talked to him for a long time. I played the new Kyle song for him and he played me some "Tiffany" songs.... his gf, not me..... he told me that him and Kyle are probably fired so he might not be able to come up. I really want to meet him. He is the 2nd sweetest guy I've ever talked to. Right after Kyle. Then at 11 I got off the phone and got on the comp to do homework but I didn't end up doing homework... I ended up writing in here instead. Well... I'm tired so I'm gonna go to bed.... see everyone at school tomorrow... love you much!

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I love KYLE JAMES SANCHEZ!
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I'm in love with Justin David Tilkins!
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I love Kevin, Jen, Leola, Kiwi, Nick, Michaela, NaToni, Alicia, Jami, Josh, Brett.... um... who else.... everyone else who reads this. I love you!