GAY ASS COMPUTER!

I HATE MY COMPUTER! IT IS BEING SO GAY! My AOL wouldn't get past step 4 when signing on so I ended up just deleteing the whole fucking thing and re-installing AOL. The thing is, even though it's a 9.0 CD It gave me 8.0 service which is gay. I don't know how to fix it back the way it was. Plus I lost all my away messages and my computer won't let me play Runescape which is basically the only way I get to talk to one of my best friends (Justin) is when we're both signed on Runescape cause sometimes he don't sign on to AIM. Also Kyle won't be able to update his blog anymore either so I won't have a way to really talk to him unless I catch him sometime not at Marquis'. It pisses me off. I deleted everything off my computer that I could stand to delete. The next thing I'm about to delete is my AOL instant messanger. How much memory does that take up? Hopefully a lot so that when I delete it the rest of my stuff can work. I don't want to delete my Limewire cause I wont be able to download music anymore if I do that and I can't delete my Nerosmart or whatever cause thats what I use to burn CDs. It just is all pissing me off and I didn't g to school yesterdy and it's late so I'm gonna stop bitching and go to bed. At least I was able to post this.... if I can get it to post.... if someone else is reading this then yay me I got it to post! Anyways... I'll work on fixing my comp some more tomarrow. ~ Night~
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Got to talk to Justin for 16.45 mins on my cell today. Then went to see him at Drug Court, it may have been the last time he has drug court in Augusta. *tears rapidly falling down my face*... He's getting transferred to Lewiston drug court. I may never see him again.... he's one of my best friends and I love him so much and this is all jst so wrong. I fucking love him for god's sake! Can't anyone understand that I need him near me to continue on? I NEED HIM!
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Oh yeah for anyone who cares I pretty much quit smoking. I'm trying real hard at least. I've only had one cigerette in the last 72 hours or so. But thinking about Justin leaving me is making me cry which is making me want a cigerette so I'll smoke one now. Cutting down a whole lot is good too. Does anyone remember when I used to smoke only when I was stressed the fuck out about Justin. I may go back to that.
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Matt and my mom made me go outside. Matt wouldn't have even known I was smoking except for the fact that I had to barrow my mom's liter cause Guido took off with mine from the Edge today. Stupid Boy! I love him anyways. He better go tomarrow so I can get it back from him.
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WhenI was out there I walked to the end of the road and let all my memories of Justin flood back. Like all the times we walked down the road together and stuff. Like the one time, we were walkig to Kyle's sisters when she lived up by Abbott's and there was a skunk and Justin was all "stay back Tiffy" and he walked ahead of me and put his arm out in front of me being all protective and shit. I really love that about him. How he's so protective of me. I love that!
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Well, now I'm really going to bed. I love you all. But especially Kyle and Justin. I lvoe you guys. Jen and Lee and Kiwi and Kevin and everyone else too. I love you. Goodnight!